I really hope nothing will happen to me and the others , i wanna continue studying .
I regret what i had done , i won't repeat the same mistakes again .
God , please give me a chance to prove to people out there that i really can change to be a better person . I'm not just using my mouth to say that i regret and want to change , i really am and i will change ! I'm not changing myself for anyone , i'm changing for my own benefit .
I'm going to start changing from always late to school to punctual , stop scolding vulgarities , not getting influenced by others so easily , try to quit smoking , my way of walking , most importantly my studies . I'm 16 already , sometimes its better to be on low profile . Not going to create anymore trouble , unless its for brothers and sisters or the ones i love .
Have been through lots of ups and downs , don't wish to go through the dark path again .
All i want to do and concentrate on is : basketball and studies . Change myself to be a better person in life (:
To someone who is important in my life - I'm really very disappointed in you , what caused your change of attitude towards me ? Do i deserve this kind of treatment ? You made me cried like a fool , in the past you were very caring towards me . Now ? Tell me that you will only be like this for a period of time , not for life please . You were the first who gave my life hopes , gave my life smiles . Now you're doing this to me , what do you want me to do before treating me like how you always do in the past ? I still want you to know , no matter what . You're always important to me ...