you're special , you don't understand why am i feeling like this .
in fact , i don't even understand myself .
i don't wanna lead the life i used to lead , i want to be what i wanna be .
心 , you should know that i'm talking about you la . sorry ):
why is it so hard to control myself , i wanna be good to you .
i'm befuddled !
what should i do ? give you time , talk to you ? Stress .
its the first time .
love you (: