what do you want me to do ?
when i am trying to be better , why must you be like this ?
i don't know la , i will just do what i am doing now feel what i am feeling now .
after the recent break up , i've told myself not to make any stupid promises already .
every promises i made , end up hurting people . Sorry to those i've hurt before , if you wanna hate me i can't force you to stop hating me but what i can do is only apologise . Sorry .
I'm trying my best , very best to be good to you . but you suddenly msged me that , which left my mind in total blankness .
is what i am doing now , a mistake ?
is what i am feeling now , a mistake ?
i've already told myself , i don't wanna go through that feeling again .
that feeling sucks , i told you yesterday too .
why are you telling me this now ?
i don't care about what you treat me as , just let me do what i wanna do and feel what i wanna feel .
i love you .